Alone

Feel like I’m forever trapped in a sea
Of face-less faces as it appears to me
Always accompanied and always alone
Always out yet wanting to be home
But the home I know no longer appeals
I’m unable to discern the fake ones from the real
The friends I once knew, are now just acquaintance
Some grew apart and some just lost patience
Now I stand alone searching for a place
Trying my damndest to finish this race
I tripped and I fell, got left behind
They boo, they hiss, and they mess with my mind
I try to stand on my own with a strong poker face
But reality knocks me down into the darkest place
I hide behind my jokes and my charm alike
All the while covering the pain and the pysch
-ological need to be with others who like me
But it’s impossible as far as I can see
Why they all left is beyond the likes of me
I did not, will not, and have not changed
Yet they treat me like I’m some estranged
Person they once knew some time ago
Like I lost my way in the blinding snow
I do miss them, they were some of the coolest I’ve known
But now I’m just left here with no fun, no friend, no home
Yes I’m just left here surrounded alone.